i’m looking in on the good life i might be doomed never to find

"what do you do? you laugh, you know? i'm not saying i don't cry, but in-between, i laugh. and i realize how silly it is to take anything too seriously. plus, i look forward to a good cry."

i am an alcoholic and i am a drug addict and i am a criminal

"...but this girl, her name is lilly, has been good for me. she's cool, she's smart, she listens to me, i listen to her, we understand each other. we're different and we come from different places, but in a lot of ways we're the same. we're both wrecked, we're both trying to get better. we both need help, and we're trying to help each other."