Sunday, March 8, 2009

welcome to 2009

well, it's saturday night, midnight, i got home about half an hour ago from our weekly journey to chicago. watched the end of high fidelity and now am in bed with my computer listening to music and for the first time in several months typing something other than school work or work work.

i don't know what quite brought this on, maybe watching both about a boy and high fidelity on the van, maybe it was kicking butt on my presentation today, maybe it's listening to this unbelievable song by the books right now, but after a week of sleeping maybe 20 hours over course of six nights, i feel really good for the first time all week, and i'm really, really feeling good. i don't know what it is. maybe i'm just loopy and exhausted.

i feel like my life is completely different than it was three months ago, and suddenly i kind of am realizing the last few months have really pushed me to be better in some ways, worse in others, and i clearly like the better and need to work on the worse now.

and now, apparently i'm being summoned to go out, so i'll be back after a drink or two and write more.